Where I Want to Be letra

In the back of my mind
Well I fought my god
'Cause all of the hell that's in my time
But I can still see the birds

And where they went this year
Our winter made things hazy
And I know that I was losing site of my hometown
And in my blacking out

I think I let you down
Don't let them try to save me
'Cause I'm already crazy
And there is something in your face

That pulls me far enough away
I guess that I always knew that I'd find you when I thought
That I'd be letting out my darkest now
And in my climbing out I think I let you live

I wish you'd try to save me
Your silence makes me crazy
It takes a lot to say that something is fate
I kind of know where you're headed

Am I too up front, or am I just on time?
Well where is your head at?
I reached my point, I let them down
I slept in the worst part of this town

You are my song, and you are where I want to be
I want to take those steps I never have
I need to stand up straight so I can feel your breath
I really think for once that I can change

It's really not that bad
I'm learning now that I was wrong in everything
And there's a reason why I think that I can grow

It's really not that bad
It's in the way you had, it's in the way you had
Me all wrapped up like I'm a part of something finally
And I'm never looking back