Love/Paranoia letra

I may not be as honest as I ought to be now
When the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me
But it hit me and I cannot hold it in

I can just be paranoid, don't quell the desire to love
What was really going on, does it really f*cking matter?
Baby is all you can ask me, ok, fair play here we go

I've heard those words before
Are you sure it was nothing
'Cause it made me feel like dying inside

And I was insecure, but it's pure
Didn't notice until I was in love for real
And my feels gonna cross the line

Just to find what your type is
If only I could reach your mind
Oh I'd be fine, I'd be normal

Now's my time, gonna do it
And suddenly I'm the phony one
The only one with a problem

True love it bringing it out of me
The worst of me, and I know now
Do you remember the time we were

The time we were by the ocean
I didn't care if it was day or night
We were right where I wanted

Girl I'm sorry, babe I'm really really sorry