Becoming letra

A long time ago
I never knew myself
Then the memory of shame
Birthed its gift
No more the small one
The weak one, the frightened one
Running from beatings, deflating
I'm becoming more than a man
More than you ever were
Driven and burning
To rise beyond Jesus

I'm born again
With snakes' eyes
Becoming god-sized

I found my life was slipping
Through my hands
Perhaps through death
My life won't be so bad
I can see you, can f*ck you
Inside of you
Staring through your eyes
Belittle your friends
To serve me, to suck me
To realize my saving grasp
I of suicide, I the unlord

I'm born again
With snakes' eyes
Becoming god-sized

I'm born again
With snakes' eyes
Becoming god-sized