In My Darkest Hour letra

In my hour of need
Ha, no, you were not there
And though I reached out for you
You wouldn't lend a hand

And through the darkest hour
Your grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely
Did you ever think that I needed love
Did you ever think to stop thinking
You're the only one that I'm thinking of

You'll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone
Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong
But oh, how I lived my life with you
Still you'd turn away, now as I die for you
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name

All these years I thought I was wrong
Now I know it was you
Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes
Tell me who you think you are

I walk, I walk alone into the promised land
There's a better place for me but it's far, far away
Everlasting life for me in a perfect world
But I gotta die first, please God, send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
The loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain
To be held by you alone, so alone, I'm lost
Consumed by the pain, the pain, the pain, the pain

Won't you hold me again, you just laughed, ha ha, bitch
My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing passed away